For Him (E2E)
By: jinjin
While sitting,
Lost in thoughts…
While talking,
Animatedly chatting…
While walking,
Oblivious with the crowd…
When suddenly,
My head turned
And our eyes locked
Millisecond fast…
At times, I would catch you.
At times,
our eyes would just meet…somewhere
I could not read yours.
And you could not read mine.
Because my face
Was devoid of emotion.
And yours,
Not a single expression.
But admit it or not,
I knew you knew.
And you knew I knew.
There was something…
Something unreadable
Between the lines…
And that forced you
To stare at me
And made me stare back.
- – - – You just don’t know how hard it is restraining myself not to look at you. I may be staring at you with no twinkle in the eye, not even a slightest twitch of a smile, but deep inside, I am actually transmitting you this,
“People say it is a sin to even just think of you. But it’s not my intention to fall for you. You just happen to be the man I’ve fallen in love with. I love you so much that it hurts because I know you can never be mine. Why does it have to be you…?”
Copyright © Yramjin and The Diary of Yramjin, 2010-2011
